So I’m selling my 50D to get a new camera.

Im selling the body, a battery grip, a second battery, and a lowpro camera/laptop bag. All with an extended warranty from Samy’s camera.

Im only selling this as a package, and not separately. And the lens shown is NOT included.

All for $1500

email me: theoceanwar@me.com

Ran bunch of guys. Check them out on the current Atticus tour with Darkest Hour and Unearth.

click on the photo for the whole set.

There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about him. It’s weird to wonder how things would had been if he was still around. Which directions I would had taken in life. Where I would had lived and people I would, and wouldn’t had met. The lessons I would had learned.

I can only cherish the few memories and photos I still have. A few paintings he did, and articles of clothing.

I’m not angry for him choosing the life he did, or blame G-d for letting him die so young, leaving 2 children, and another 3 weeks before she was born. I’m sad, but not mad. Sad that my little sisters never had a decent father figure they could be close to, to learn how dads should be. How men should treat women, and what to tolerate. I’m sad that my moms life instantly became most mothers nightmares. Having to raise 3 children alone.

If anything, I’ve learned to be much more thankful for what I have. I’m thankful for my beautiful mother. The bravest woman I’ve ever met. Working to the bone for her children, and filling in my fathers shoes as best as she knew how. Teaching me the lessons a dad should. I’m thankful for my 2 amazing sisters my dad had. All bearing so much of my father differently. I’m so blessed to have each one of them in my life. Im so proud of both of you. You guys are so brave, and strong. And my youngest 1/2 sister. Helping raising her helped make me who I am, and showed me that there are so many more blessings to come when we think there can be no more. My beautiful little niece. She’s a miracle and blessing in my life.

And my grandparents. There aren’t enough words to describe how much I love them, and appreciate them. For taken us all in, and encouraging my mom everyday. For working longer and harder to make things a little more comfortable and never asking for anything. For showing us what family means. My grandmother, always making a lesson out of everything, and keeping us laughing when our eyes would swell with tears. My grandpa. The only real father figure I’ve ever had. A real man. teaching me to work hard, for everything I want and need. For building my 1st bike with me from scratch. And picking me up from school everyday. For being the dad I never had.

So again, I’m not angry. I love the moments i remember of my dad. I’m content the few that they are. If it wasn’t for those changes, I would not have one friend in my life that I have today. I wouldn’t have been into the music that molded me. I wouldn’t had traveled across country as I did. I would have my 1/2 sister. I wouldn’t had become so close to my grandparents, my mom, and especially my sisters. I wouldn’t had been opened to tattooing as I did, and I wouldn’t have ended up in the best shop in the world. I wouldn’t have met my beautiful, and amazing girlfriend, nor her family.

I’ve learned to take what life has given me. The kind of man I want to be, and the kind of man I’ll never be. I’ll learn from his mistakes and make the best of it.

Cherish every moment you have with your loved ones. Things, may be different, but someone has a plan. Whether it happens or not is up to us.

Carlos Rafael Ocegueda May 15th 1960 – March 7th 1993

So on Wednesday I shot some photos of my friend Melissa. It was a nice day out, and was looking forward to this shoot all week.

We had to ditch our 1st location due to mud from previous weather conditions, but we found a couple awesome spots. The 1st spot was actually found on our way from leaving the muddy one. We pull over, and find a nice little spot to trail trough. We walked through the bush, and over some barbed wire, then quickly find out we are surrounded by poison oak! But Melissa was a tough cookie, and decided to shoot anyways, and they turned out great.

The later of the shots were from a location she picked out, and a great one at the least! A nice hike, and amazing view. Thanks Melissa.

Click on the photo to visit the set on Flickr please feel free to leave comments on there, I need the criticism!

…If you’re wondering about the watermark, I decided to make a domain just for photos. The link just takes you to my photo page on here, but its a lot nicer to advertise it separately from tattoo work, and paintings

On my little sister, 1st sitting:

A fun ship, 1st sitting:

Some hot babe:

A fun tattoo on my friend Aaron:

A fun 1/2 sleeve, 2nd sitting:

The horizon is a bow for His arrow
And the water flows by his design.
If you are straight, you’ll be an arrow;
But move sideways, and you’re just a crab.”

- Rumi
“time for the lovers”

go to: www.losliferuiner.com/contact and email me to book an appt while i still have openings.